Saturday, 22 September 2018

“I have this feeling, that all it will take will be one moment, even a tiny moment, provided it’s the correct one.”

“Like a cord suddenly snapping and a thick curtain dropping to the floor to reveal a whole new world, a world full of sunlight and warmth.” 


As I’m currently reading a book that I’m hating but am obligated to read (long, very boring story), I thought I would reminisce about a book that I absolutely loved but that I know I will never read again.

There’s actually a couple of those (shout out to 1984, a brilliant book which broke my heart so thoroughly I don’t think I’ll ever recover) but The Unconsoled is worth a blog entry as it’s not mentioned very often.

The Unconsoled.jpg
Picture from Wikipedia

It’s not an easy read, which might be why it often gets sidelined when compared with Ishiguro’s other novels (i.e. Never Let Me Go; Remains of the Day) but it is engaging and challenging, and it sucks you in and, much like a good maze, after a couple of turns you have no idea how you got there are how to get out again.

I suppose that might be frustrating, but as your protagonist is similarly confused about what’s happening you can take comfort of someone being in the same boat as you. Which is unusual in a novel where you’re either in someone’s head or a third party watching it all happen. I like the subversion of normal novel structure. Expectations of knowing what’s happening and why are never met.

In the Unconsoled, our narrator Ryder falls into these situations which transform into others after a few pages, but he remains calm, sincere, and absorbed by the moment he’s in rather than waste energy trying to unpick everything around him. So, as boat-buddies, we do the same; swimming peacefully through the narrative and watching the landscape swirl and change around us.

Like him, we don’t know where the path we’re on is going and we don’t know why we keep walking down it. But yet I keep walking – the lack of knowledge serves to pique my interest more, and further down the rabbit hole I fall.

Important things come sharply into focus before blurring out again. People step out of the wings for a few pages before disappearing again. Threads are picked up, dropped, and picked up again.  Time doesn’t fit together and nothing ever gets resolved. But there’s not just confusion and narrative interest. There’s also joy and humour here, not to mention incredibly poignant moments and characters.

I don’t think it’s original of me to compare the novel to a dream (in fact I assume this is what Ishiguro was going for) but it’s more than that. It’s a stress-dream. The fear of performance, the doubt over whether Ryder is who the characters think he is, the interruptions every time he tries to sleep. Like the frog in the pot of water, you don’t feel the stress and tension rise until your shoulders are up by your ears.

And it’s probably this stress that stops me from ever picking it up again. I know now the extent to the twists and turns and I know the inevitable toll it will take on my body and, although I am so pleased I put myself through it once, I could never do it again. I would try to read too much into it; try to make sense of it. That would normally bring me much joy, but I loved this novel because it forced me to drop all that, it forced me to drift dream-like through the pages. A singular experience and one which I would not wish to taint or try to recreate and experience some ersatz simulacrum.

All in all, the Unconsoled is not for the faint-hearted, but it is an unforgettable, thought-provoking, and worthwhile read which I highly recommend.

*Quote from Kazuo Ishiguro

Saturday, 15 September 2018

“As long as you're still smiling…”

“…there's nothing more I need”


SECRET PROJECT ALERT

CB started his new job a few weeks before we moved house, which means his commute was stupidly long for a while. That, combined with my stupidly short commute, meant I had roughly an hour and a half each day to myself before he would arrive home and we could have dinner.

Other than eating as much watermelon as I could in that time, I wanted to use it productively. Also, as we fly home from our holidays on his birthday, any knitted presents would have to be completed super early!

So I put two and two together and have started knitting a Honey Cowl by Antonia Shankland (Ravelry link here)

© madelinetosh
I’m using the Rowan Summerlite DK  I have in my stash (colourway Ocean). I bought this originally to knit a Kim Hargreaves top, but decided not to in the end (can’t remember why now though) and have since used some of the wool on a cowl for my Dad (blogged about here) so it’s nice to be using up the rest. It’s a lovely yarn to work with, nice a soft, and creates a good drape.


The pattern is good, quite repetitive though. I’m using a lighter weight wool than the pattern calls for which means I’ll be knitting more rounds (annoyingly) but hopefully it will; be worth the effort in the end.

*Quote from David Bowie

Saturday, 8 September 2018

“Oh, Edmund... can it be true? That I hold here, in my mortal hand…”

“…a nugget of purest Green?”


Slightly paralysed from too much choice, I spent some quality time with my stash. I keep it in a cardboard box full of multiple mesh bags which separates my wool by type/weight/arbitrary reasons and I upended this on the living room floor and sat and stared at it. I weighed bits of balls, re-bagged a few, and did a lot of wool-squishing........Aaaaand I was no closer to choosing. Then I had a bit of tantrum.

When I came to, I had cast on Gidday Baby (Ravelry link here) in two shades of Hayfield Bonus DK, which I have since completed:


It has used up all the dark green – yay! It was only a semi-successful game of yarn chicken though, I didn’t have enough for the final row of the left sleeve, a frustratingly teeny amount but thankfully not noticeable unless you were trying to find it.

It was a good knit, really quick as you do the garter edging as you go along. As ever I hate knitting sleeves (and I have a couple of ladders if you’re looking for ‘em) but at least on such a small jumper they go quickly.

If I knitted this again I would pick up stitches for the increases rather than using yarn overs. The holes just don’t look deliberate or like they are a design feature. They add a little intrigue perhaps, but not enough to counteract the “did you mean to have these holes here?” factor.

Well anyway, I’ve made inroads into the stash - huzzah! 

This is a good start and all, but it’s the Sirdar Snuggly collection I’m frozen by. I think I want to knit Viktoria (Ravelry link here) but with which colours??

One bag of several.

I don’t know why I get so wound up by decisions like this. I know ultimately it doesn’t really matter – ultimately Baby will outgrow whatever I knit in a matter of months!

*Quote from Blackadder

Saturday, 1 September 2018

“Colour my life…”

“…with the chaos of trouble.”


I have returned to CB’s second sock. Urgh.

I finished off the ankle, knitted the heel flap and turned the heel. I now need to work on the gusset, the foot, and the toe before I’m done.

It’s not that hard. It’s only a few days dedicated knitting, maybe a week. But I am dragging my heels.
And of course I could go back to Navigate, but I’m scared of it.

The only other things on my Time Sensitive Knitting List are baby things for a couple of friends who are expecting at the end of the year. I’d love to use stash wool to knit them jumpers, and I’ve found a few patterns that might work. I bring you the options:

#1 - Lillen Top by MillaMia Sweden (Ravelry link here)

© MillaMia 2009
Thoughts: Different to previous baby clothes I’ve knitted, and can use ball I’ve been wondering what the hell to do with. However, that wool is coral coloured and I don’t think my friends would want for boy children, and I have no idea what sex the babies will be. It’s a risk.

#2 - Viktoria Cardigan by MillaMia Sweden (Ravelry link here)

© MillaMia 2009
Thoughts: Different to previous baby clothes, but I’m not sure what colours to use, and I’m not sure if lack of buttons is odd.

#3 -  Gidday Baby by Georgie Nicolson (Ravelry link here)

© Georgie Hallam 2014
Thoughts: Nice enough but I’m not sure what colours to use.

#4 - Quick Oats by Taiga Hilliard Designs (Ravelry link here)

© cashmerejunkie
Thoughts: Very similar to previous option, just without stripes. Same issue regarding colours!

#5 - Sweet Bunting by Laura Chau (Ravelry link here)

by laurachau  Flickr
Thoughts: Love this one but think it would work better for a little girl, and I can’t knit for one particular sex. Plus this one costs money! Will definitely knit at some point, but probably not for these bubs.

#6 - Baby Sophisticate by Linden Down (Ravelry link here)

© Linden Heflin
Thoughts: This one is a definite yes for my friend Greg’s baby, but I would want to knit it in grey like the picture (so it kind of looks like a formal jacket) and I don’t think I have enough grey in my stash.

#7 - Fuss Free Baby Cardigan by Louise Tilbrook (Ravelry link here)

© LouiseTilbrookDesigns
Thoughts: I love this one for stash-busting reasons, but I worry it’s not interesting enough to be a present.

#8 – Gramps by tincanknits (Ravelry link here)

© Tin Can Knits
Thoughts: I love love love this design, but the problem here is that I am a cheapskate. This pattern costs money, and as it’s so similar to #6 above (which is free) I would have to knit that one first before I bought this one.

Conclusion: I think I need to spend some quality time with my stash, squishing it and listening to what it wants to be. I’ve also just remembered I normally knit clothes for my niblings, so make that two newborns and two 3 year olds I have to knit before the end of the year. Goddammit.

*Quote from Belle & Sebastian

Saturday, 25 August 2018

“You never know what worse luck…”

“…your bad luck has saved you from.”


I started Navigate – Hurrah!

I fumbled my way through the first few rows of the cast on…and then I dropped a stitch and threw a massive tantrum.

Attempt number 1 = frogged. 


I re-started Navigate – Hurrah!

I fumbled through the cast on successfully, and worked the first 30 odd rows of the pattern chart. I dropped and picked-back-up numerous stiches, had tight bits and loose bits, but I was making my way through.

Then I stopped to count my stiches. One too many. That might explain why the whole thing looks a little….off.

Debated whether or not to frog, thinking I probably should but that I didn’t know if I had it in me to try again.

Then I noticed that I had neglected to knit the TWO FULL INCHES of ribbing BEFORE starting the cable pattern. I skipped that line entirely and just didn’t notice.

Luckily this made the whole decision about whether to frog painfully simple, plus it was pretty funny that my heat-addled brain could make such a huge error and just not realise for so long!

Attempt number 2 = frogged.


Will I re-start Navigate again?

What this space, Phillyphiles.

*Quote from Cormac McCarthy

Saturday, 18 August 2018

“Words belong in contexts…”

“…not pegged out like biological specimens.”


Latest in the completed reading pile is La Belle Sauvage, the first in the Book of Dust trilogy by Philip Pullman.


I reread His Dark Materials a few months ago in preparation for this book. I was given it at Christmas and have been itching to read it, but I wanted to do it justice. I originally read His Dark Materials when I was a teenager so although I remembered the basics of Lyra, Dust, Mrs Coulter, Will and Mary, I didn’t remember all the details and how things had ended up.

The reread was better than I remembered, and La Belle Sauvage similarly did not disappoint.
As ever with Pullman, he effortlessly creates characters you feel you know. They have flaws, desires, and weaknesses to juxtapose their strengths. The plot zips along and you quickly get caught in the current of the action and the unfolding mysteries.

As ever with my reviews, there will be no spoilers. All I will say is things get a little weird at one point (which I’m hoping will be explained/developed in the next two books in the trilogy) and the ending comes a bit too quickly. You build up pace, the tension rises – and smack! It’s over and you’re closing the back cover.

Speaking of covers, the dust cover is pretty enough by itself:


But underneath it is just as lovely – I particularly like the quote on the spine rather than just the book title and author as usual:


My only other criticism was at one point I swear an adult’s ferret daemon changed into a mouse daemon, which shouldn’t be possible.

All in all, however, I highly recommend this book and I personally cannot wait for the next book to be released.

*Quote from Philip Pullman

Saturday, 11 August 2018

“And so with the sunshine and the great bursts of leaves growing on the trees, just as things grow in fast movies…”

“I had that familiar conviction that life was beginning over again with the summer.”


So I have finished Saco Stripes:


I really enjoyed knitting this. The wool felt nice, the pattern was simple enough that I could watch TV whilst knitting (yet another re-watch of Gilmore Girls) but interesting enough to keep me from getting bored.

The problem reared its ugly head at the end…

I wanted to knit a baggy vest top, but I didn’t appreciate that the ease is written into the pattern, so I’ve knitted one exactly my size. Instead of a few inches of positive ease, I’ve probably done it with a couple of inches negative ease.

*Facepalm*

Not the end of the world. It still fits, it still looks nice, I can still wear it as I planned, plus I’m sure it will stretch a bit after a few wears. Plus it gives me an excuse to knit another one at some point!
The other issue I have with it are the edges. Once I had joined my two pieces my edges were a bit uneven. No problem, I thought, I’ve yet to do the edging. That will neaten things right up!

Except…it hasn’t really. It looks different, but not massively neater.


Again, not the end of the world as it’s just a casual holiday vest top, but I am disappointed. I made the extra effort to finish it and it feels like a bit of a waste really.


Actually those pictures don’t look too bad. Maybe blocking has helped more than I thought!

*Quote from F. Scott Fitzgerald